Rubbish

Racist?
It is only true when used to describe . Majority against minority .
Something like.
Bullying. Bully does not happen when the small goes against the big . But only when the big goes against the small.

how self-defeating.

Saying that you're being bullied / racist-ed , is indirectly assuming that you're the weaken of the two.
and what pride is there?

Mardy

Very often , we would've loved to get out of the PLAN.(Check prev post)
Leaving behind expectations , Society defined - filial .
And do everything we loved to do.

I don't believe anyone can love to slack, I wouldn't love a peaceful , mundane Sunday afternoon.
However , i would rejoice if that's the only escape i have from the planned plans we have.


*Side track
Of course , many *enlightened* individuals would enjoy such peace . Peace to us is having nothing to-do and relax our mind for a bit . For them , it's another chance to flex their wonderful , honed brains .. relieving and innovating.


If all the slackers/bums/dropouts were given the chance to do what they loved to do. I'm sure they wouldn't be labeled slackers.

So....
What are slackers? People who don't do anything ? or people who do not wish to do things they are EXPECTED to do.

PLAN

How can many of us live with such contention?

Whose world is only as big as the people they know 

( Society? the very immediate society -Our circle of friends)

Who's self-worth is judged , often by their mediocre circle.

Who's esteem is prided by the individual qualities within the circle

Living as if the world is as big as their circle

Where competition , victories , losses , pride , glory happens only within those invisble walls of their immediate society.

And once , having found their self-worth , carry-on to maintaining it .
Then eventually settling down .
Comfortable .

Sucked into "LIFE" . The society's perfect plan for you and me!

Time

Have you ever wondered how time feels like in no-man land?
A place where you've no specific indication of time , and indication meaning specific happenings , interaction , reactions .. (Something like AD .. BC)
A place where time is invalid , no longer being the running element that erodes our immaturity and naive-ness.
Where sediments such as wisdom , knowledge can not be picked up.
Just imagine being oblivious to society . What would we have adapted to?

Motivation!

Depressing , I've plenty of what everyone wants but none of what everyone needs!

I lived a meaningless life , vying only for material-satisfaction .
Now that i've all the i want , whats next?

Believes strongly , that theres two types of motivation in this world .
Motivation before contention ,
Motivation afters.

How hard is it to find motivation afters. and motivation after what? contention? what kind of motivation is that!
I wish i'm the god that i am ,
I hope the accumulation of my life will enable me to understand and eventually find such motivation.
(** Maybe it's hunger, curiosity , zest?) But how broad does *contention cover?* (Materials? , knowledge? )

Politically Correct Gambling

Time is life's wager
Credits are free , Bet we can only .
Make full use & I'll have a rich life

Stop wasting my credits
Find myself a new fuel for motivation

So tell me what's NIAN now?

It's been awhile since i worked hard & Earned something!

271211

What more effective is there then a god who can be manipulated , and what better god then myself?


I am my own god .

I've got to redefine my sense of sin , faith and well-being 


.Nothing should be in my way to create a " Healthy mentality "

NIAN

NIAN is who i want to be

Unlike the person who is writing this , "I"

Nian is like a constant variable , unlike "I" Who is subjected to emotions . Daily trivialities & Uncertainties

Nian is how i ought to be & How i want myself to be

So let my name be NIAN
And to be called upon as NIAN shall serve my reminder to kickass!

261211

I'm my own god.
And i pray everynight to nobody but myself

I pray,
to remind my conscious-self of the things i want

I pray,
the same thing everyday to drill my subconscious mind into behaving

I believe in myself , my faith to my own capabilities
And when i pray to myself, what i believe along with my faith .
I will be blessed by myself .

"A healthy mentality"