Power?

power is the ability to take away something precious from u . Many people would gladly to that to many people. but they wouldn't because knowing society , they might lose something precious to them . freedom , life etc. Someone who doesnt care about such *eg : freedom or life . That kind of people is the true god. because he need not wager , he takes.

Bye bye

She used to whine that i dont blog sad things about her as much as i did about green princess.
i hope shes happy now. Now that she'll only see as a third party.

As strong as i will be , as determined as i will be.
i'm always the joker , the great pretender.

Little will you ever hear again ...
This familiar K.D voice.

Cant believe it's going to end like that. For a reason i'm so unclear of.
I guess it's the summation of it's parts.
All the sense-less quarrels that we had.
but i guess it doesnt really matter now...

I just wish for this horrible feeling to go away.
The persistent urge to call , to swallow my pride once again .
To patch up.

It's fucking senseless , as i know it'll happen again .

There are still so many things that i'm unable to let go. Unable to give up on
I wish for her
 - To be healthy
 - To show her nasty *ex- good friend how capable she is
 - To provide a blessed life.

But whats the point? if i'm unhappy in it . in the first place?

It's fucking senseless , as i know it'll happen again .

A joker's strong. and the joker is who i'll be..
It's time i face the world as NIAN(CAPS) again.

Joker

Oh yes , i'm the great pretender.
Just laughing and gay like a clown.
I seem to be.. what i'm not, you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown.