She used to whine that i dont blog sad things about her as much as i did about green princess.
i hope shes happy now. Now that she'll only see as a third party.
As strong as i will be , as determined as i will be.
i'm always the joker , the great pretender.
Little will you ever hear again ...
This familiar K.D voice.
Cant believe it's going to end like that. For a reason i'm so unclear of.
I guess it's the summation of it's parts.
All the sense-less quarrels that we had.
but i guess it doesnt really matter now...
I just wish for this horrible feeling to go away.
The persistent urge to call , to swallow my pride once again .
To patch up.
It's fucking senseless , as i know it'll happen again .
There are still so many things that i'm unable to let go. Unable to give up on
I wish for her
- To be healthy
- To show her nasty *ex- good friend how capable she is
- To provide a blessed life.
But whats the point? if i'm unhappy in it . in the first place?
It's fucking senseless , as i know it'll happen again .
A joker's strong. and the joker is who i'll be..
It's time i face the world as NIAN(CAPS) again.
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